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Wednesday, July 09, 2008

I'M CONFUSED
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Internet was crazy & taadaaa
my 3rd time re typing my post of the day.
DUMB ASS.




THANKS WEIHAO
in helping me with the amaths 1 day before
the test.

like i said, i NEVER did well in amaths before.
but this time, ITS HISTORY.
46/65.

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i choosed an essay abt
"things you and your family do in Weekends & Holidays times"

i was abt to finish my planning
until, He said : Remember when you are writing
topic 5, its about YOU with your Family
not just 1 or 2 family members.

There it hits me on the spot.
my plannings was more abt
MY SISTER & I, because in weekends
we do stuff together ( not that i wanted to)

i then realise abt this whole arguement
we ( family) had.

why let a finacial problem in the
company come into our way ?!?!?!?

why cant you see the best of me,
instead of focusing on my negative side.

You're 1 funny dad, You Know ?!?!
encouraging me to go into the media
(if i wanted to). then next day
trashes me down again.

i cant see the future,
I REALLY CANT
you are making it hard to see
i cant even imagine it.
or foresee the least
bits i could achieve when i graduate
from Secondary school.

i lost my sense of direction again
like what has happened 2 years back.
just because i lost it, i regret it up till today.
no one could be stupider than what i had
did 2 years back.

i just want the dad i used
to have.

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my heart skipped a beat
when i heard "when you look me in the eyes"
a gush rushing down my spine.

i always thought i liked you,
until i came across this word.
SOULMATE. I then realise
all along, i treated you more
of a soulmate type than a want to
further our friendship type.

its complicating, but i need
to make myself believe that
This is it. :):):):):)

My Dearest.

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i dont understand why you came back
again, after lossing contact.
you seems to be interested
but i'm not a tad bit into it.

why need a guy ????
when you have a Soulmate.
best still, A soulmate with a
Charming face.

I'm very confused with your
motive in contacting me back.
i wouldn't want to replay that
sweetness you left.

all i want was Reality.
i never felt sooo real before,
until i see the world outside my
mind.




SHERMINE
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Wednesday, July 09, 2008